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Drippings of an overly fed head

Mon Sep 28, 2009, 5:21 AM
  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: A thing for me - Metronomy
  • Reading: Naked Lunch- W. Burroughs
  • Eating: pizza swirls!!!!!
Do you personally ever get so tired of everything (tired physically and mentally and emotionally) that you just can't be bothered anymore?

I can't be bothered to care that certain people want our conversations to be dominated by them. I have no more energy to make effort to think about you, consider you as being the centre of not only your own world but of our friendship too.

I am sapped and drained. I feel too weak to even pretend anymore. Faux concern is more than forced, and this is bad.

Now a days i enjoy staying home in my pajamas, having naps and avoiding people including my family....that isn't normal, is it?



My boyfriend is so wonderful to me. He puts up with my moods alot, my increasing irritability. I love him so endlessly, and I know he loves me. And i'm sorry baby for making you deal with this crap all the time.

Suggestions of easy ways to overcome depression?
Ideas welcome :)
xo

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  • Current Residence: The dark side of the moon...
  • Interests: the arts
  • Favourite movie: Burton, Coppolla, Foreign.
  • Favourite band or musician: Ben Folds
  • Favourite genre of music: Power rock, jazz, pop, indie, folk, chillingful music....
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe; Jeffery Euginides; Sylvia Plath; David Malouf, Haikuists, James Frey
  • Skin of choice: Banana
  • Favourite game: eating competition!! haha
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ariel and Sailor Moon
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, paper- preferably a computer

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:icondebbie182:
thanx for the faves :hug:
:iconriaelthepoet:
Hey, its been a long time has it not. How have you been my friend? I hope that you are doing well and that all is well in your world. I will try to post more of my new poems on here often, and I am sorry for the dissapearance. I do hope you remember me. Your photography is still top notch. Welp, much love and respect from a long lost deviantart friend. *huggle*

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And in one fell swoop, I had slain the beast.
:iconpinkpiggy:
hello :) and of COURSE i remember you how could i forget?


how've you been"? and where have ytou disappeared to??
i've been fine. i'm getting back into writing again :) and artsy things.

i feel my soul seeping back into my body as we speak haha and on top of that i am more active in my church then ever which always makes me feel amazing!!

whats new?
xo

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"you don't owe me to be so polite. you've done no wrong. you've done NO wrong. Get out of my sight...c'mon baby now throw me a right to the chin, just one sign that can show me that you give a sh**" - ben FOLDS
:iconriaelthepoet:
Nothing much really, I decided to stop being lazy and actually go for my goals. I am heading for Network Administrator as a profession.

I've been writing but I couldn't ever seem to find myself. I friend, whom I am dating now, has helped me find my inspiration to write more and more. This is good, because I am, and will always be, a writer.

Take a look at my new stuff, a lot of it stems from my older stuff but it has a different tone to it, at least I hope. I am happier now then I was back in the day and that is always good.

I too feel like my soul is seeping back into my body. I do not feel lazy when it comes to my goals any longer. Lol I was in a terrible place when I first joined here

Ah, I am sorry about the long text walls. I find my inspiration to write has taken its hold on me again. ^^b What church do you go to?

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And in one fell swoop, I had slain the beast.
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:iconpinkpiggy:
dude i think you have a virus
xo

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the toy is wrenched away; yet as he whimpers he knows this must be the way...

he will have to learn to sleep without his toy, eventually.
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:iconzillver:
thanks for the favorite
:iconlakhmu:
thanks for :+fav:

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:iconpinkpurplepolkadots:
my SEXY LOVER!!!!

i missed you today D D

loves youuuuuuuu!!!

xxx

----> lol@my mood ;)

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